I am angry!
It is not merely a momentary explosion, or an insignificant loss of nerves (though both may occur at any time): it is a strong, hot, raging anger that burns deep inside of me and can emerge without warning…
I was always surprised at the intensity of the feeling and how easily it can reveal itself. I am also at a loss trying to control it. I did improve a bit over the years to manage a minimum of self control, but that usually leads to a burst of some sort after a short while.
It is one of my shortcomings, I admit. It is my temper, untamed, unleashed and illogical: I can not be passive!
I do not have the ability to look over what is happening and pretend I do not mind!
I cannot accept what’s wrong, even if others do, even if it was disguised as “right”!
I am unable to watch silently as my principals, my beliefs and everything I was brought up to respect and cherish get crushed in a world with no rules, none whatsoever!
Why am I angry?
I honestly don’t know for sure. Maybe I am angry because I do not fit in this world.
So, I dedicate this post to all those angry birds out there.. I fully understand your anger and I appreciate your brave way of challenging the world with that sweet frown all over your faces.. I wish I can do that!